Tuesday, 4 June 2013

NIGHT THOUGHTS

I’ve been using a full page diary to write a poem a day, and it worked until last month. I’ve fallen off the wagon and lost my rhythm, though I’ve got to admit that a poem a day for all that time is pretty damn good so I’m not complaining or berating myself…and I’m very happy with the work that’s already tucked away. A poem a day doesn’t mean that they’re in any way finished: they are absolute first draft with no crossings out – no real pause for thought, just pushed out like a baby in the last phase of labour, then left to live. Some are now being worked on for this Kindle project, some earlier creations are finished and in the process of being polished. There are a few political poems written a few years ago that have languished in a lonely file that seem to fit with the voice of this collection.

And here I am at 2am, musing on poetry when I should be trying to sleep. I hate wasting time sleeping and yet I like waking in that snuggling position, testing my eyes to see if I’m really awake or if I can slip off for another hour. My character is an enigma even to me. When I lie down to sleep I know my mind will saunter off looking for the title of that little poem about the cream jug; it just won’t come, and that’s unusual for me – though I do often change titles further down the line when I’m in a tinkering phase. But I want it to open this collection so I’d better think on. Yes, I’m going to do that now.

Coming back to these notes and have mashed that little ‘jug’ poem into something else – yes, this is one of my habits; I just love mixing and matching and shoving bits of work together to create happy accidents and new wild work. All the poetry files have been raided so now I have to finish and polish and choose the finalists. Meanwhile, I’ve been reading over at Smashwords, investigating their instructions for publishing and they’re much more detailed than Kindle. The poems aren’t ready yet so there is plenty of time to study and build the document into the right format for publishing. So, it’s all just rolling right along and I’ll get there in the end.


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